My heart for a minute...

I honestly thought God would let me forget about this blog, because it's so not "me", Then He let me in on a little secret.....I'm not the me I used to be. See for the past few months, God has taken this child of His on a journey that I haven't gotten over yet. His presence is incredible and I feel blessed to walk in it. I'm a week in to making my place with God, my spot with Him, my "altar". I've got one word to describe it...wow. The revelations are coming, the truths are powerful, and the anointing in stirring. Yes I said it...anointed. I've come to far for you to tell me I'm limited by God. God didn't make a box that we all fit in, He made us and filled us with a power that is ours for the using. Did you catch that...the using? The power is on the inside of us as Children of the Most High, are we using it?

This may be a different type of blog, but I felt so strong that someone out there needs to read it. I know what it's like to be hungry, thirsty, and desperate for Him. I know what it's like to be busy about what His church and forget to listen to what He is saying. I know what's like to go through the Motions and end up dried and tired. I know what it's like to try to change from the outside to the inside and it not work. I know what it's like to be sitting down in the midst of a pity party that has physically taken it's toll on me because I sat down. I know what it's like to be told who I am in Him by the yoke of tradition and religion. I know what it's like to feel defeated, but this blog isn't about that. This is a blog about power. See I also know what it's like to be satisfied, to be full, and to find Him. I know what it's like to be in the car and without even one of those "praise songs" on start praying in the Spirit and the tears flow. I know what it's like to wake up in the middle of the night and know it's time to pray for someone. I know what it's like to read through His word with new eyes and to have revelation after revelation after revelation. I know what it's like to go not this time enemy and to walk forward in the power knowing that God's walking behind you, Jesus is walking beside you, and the Spirit is the one saying step here, step there. I know what it's like to hear Him use you to speak truth to someone(and I know what it's like to finally know what that obedience feels like). I know what it's like to have not only the gift of discernment, but to let the Spirit use it as a prayer prompting. I know what it's like to take the enemy back to the place where God said nope..that's my anointed Child. I know what it's like to remind the enemy he's defeated and a liar so back off. I know what it's like to hear God say....it's time for war, armor up child.

There is a call going out. There is an army rising up. Lukewarm isn't where it's found. Being cold isn't where it's found, it's about being in His presence and letting Him light the fire that cannot be extinguished. God's looking for a people to pour His Spirit out upon in this time we are living in...ask me how I know...because I have been sitting under the spout constantly for the last couple of months. My toes have been stepped on by God at times, and I'm good with that because it means He's still molding me to the soldier, the warrior He has called me to be. Conviction brings about change....I'm not perfect, I still make mistakes on a daily basis. The difference now is that where I used to sit down, now I stand still. There is a power on the inside of me...for years I have felt it stirring, but I ignored it. I listened to what others said and believed power and anointing for others. Well guess what devil...I grabbed it for myself last week. I grabbed on to that calling, that anointing and started claiming it and believing it for myself.  Being in His presence changes you, if it doesn't ...you may want to check what presence you were in. For me, I haven't been the same since.

Moving forward isn't always comfortable. Getting off the fence can be scary at times, but there is a freedom and a peace that passes all understanding. There is an anointing and a power for every child of the Most High to walk into. Tap into yours.....there is an army rising up. Are you a solider ready for battle or one still looking for their shoes?